i deleted every photo i own.

there are ig many reasons for why- but one of the main ones is i just wanted to start fresh.. start from who i am now, because most of the photos i had where from pre-transition and they just weren't mine.. if that makes sense at all :>

but from today onwards i am going to take one photo a day, i dont care what it is- nor what time.. just one photo.. besides today cus i took two (its a special day today)

i really want to capture that 2000's look with my photos.. i dont know how to explain it but for some reason that look just brings me fulfilment? idk but i really love it

i also guess this doesn't sit right with me.. ideally i would have one of those camera that only takes 24 photos (jshlatt mentioned it in one of his vlogs i forgor) and use that for 3 months and buy another one

makes every photo a very special memory yk.. one day i'll do that.. one day

sleep isn't thattt important-

well i know it is.. just can't/haven't tried- too busy working on this lol

can't get the fact that its been a year out of my head.. i'm kinda assuming shits gonna get rough again.. and i guess thats kinda scary? i mean i know ill be fine cus i aint going fully back to that place- probably just depressed slightly

im just tired.. though for some reason i don't want too sleep- ugh just need to do it :sob:

oke late night rant over